WHERE I STARTED & WHERE I AM NOW (2005):
What
 is interesting to me can be seen in this image and in 
the opening images of EXCAVATIONS. In these images one can find early 
threads to much later bodies of work that evolved many years later in 
PARTICLE POOL (1994 to 2001) and LEELA (2005-). This particular image 
was made in 1977 at a stage where I understood little about the camera's 
multiple muscles and had not yet explored any serious photographers 
work. Which brings up an observation of an ongoing debate in artistic 
circles, is it better to go it alone and work without respect to the 
past (study art history) or risk recreating the wheel.  
What
 would (the above) later bodies of work look like, would they have come 
sooner, would they be more or less effective had the artist not begun 
his investigation of art history? Without a study of art history would 
they even exist? 
Here a question
 is posed rather than an answer given. Art provides no answers but poses
 many questions, particularly of the unseen (meditate through the 
layered veils of Cezanne or feel God in Van Gogh). When your ego comes 
back in control and tells you it sees paint, you must let go again.
Art for me thrives in small dark overlooked corners where discoveries 
seem fleeting and are hard won but nothing is ever finished or cornered,
 authentic journeys are necessary but not necessarily seen, and things 
out of reach always call and flicker in a darkness one can never fully 
illuminate. If one could we would lay, rest and have lost all curiosity.